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"I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" - Philippians 4:13

Saturday 31 May 2014

In love some people should fail once or twice to have a glimpse of true love.
I know it sounds weird and crazy
But I'm now looking for true love

Friday 16 May 2014

To Everything There is a Season

To Everything There is a Season

For everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven:
a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
a time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
a time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
a time to love, and a time to hate; a time for war, and a time for peace.

- Ecclesiastes 3

The Start

This is the start
leaving the past
this is my time
for me to shine

No more fears
no more tears

I know someday
everything will be okay
everyday feels like to be sunday
and all my worries will fade away

Thursday 15 May 2014

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 22 Favorite Quotes

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 22 Favorite Quotes

1. Robin: Thanks, guys. Just need a minute. Sort of a big life decision. 

2. Robin: Oh, really? What is all of this? I mean, why can't you just say, "Hey, Robin, let's go get some sushi?" No, it has to be a-a string quartet and-and Paris and flowers and chocolates and let's spend the rest of our lives together.

Ted: Don't you think we're a little bit past sushi at this point? God, you are so terrified of anything real. It's like you're floating out in space. Touch the ground, Robin. Live in the world, make a mistake. Make this mistake.

3. Robin: No, I'm sorry, I... I can't do this anymore. I need an answer.

Ted: If you want me to say yes right now, I-I can't do that.

Robin: Well, if it's not yes, then it's a no.

Ted: Then I guess it's not meant to be.

4. Ted: I don't care what I said. This is gonna happen. She can't say it's not meant to be. It is meant to be, and you know why? 'Cause I mean it to be.

5. Ted: Fine. If an act of God is what it takes, then an act of God it is.

Barney: What are you talking about?

Ted: I'm gonna make it rain. I can't let Robin go camping with this guy. So how do I keep that from happening? Simple... I make it rain!

6. this is the girl I love. If it doesn't rain this weekend, she's gonna end up with the wrong guy

7. Robin: Remember that guy, Ted, that I was telling you about? Well, I came home and I found him waiting in my apartment with a string quartet and roses and chocolates...

Veterinary: Oh, that's so sweet.

Robin: Okay, yes, it's sweet in theory, but isn't it also kind of crazy? I mean, a string quartet in my living room... who does that?

Veterinary: Nobody does that.

Robin: Exactly.

Veterinary: No, honey... nobody does that. 

8. Lily: Look... I know this sucks. It's just something I'm going through. I'm not asking you to understand it. I'm not asking you to be happy about it. I'm just asking you to support it.

9. Marshall: Because you're scaring the hell out of me, that's why not. What if you decide to go be a painter and then you realize I don't fit in to your life anymore, and three months becomes forever? Can you promise me that that's not gonna happen?

10. Marshall: 'Cause if you can't promise me that, we shoul just break up right now. I'm not gonna wait around for three months just to have my heart ripped out.

11. Barney: These are your awesome years. You're wasting them on this girl. This isn't gonna work!

12. Ted: Because I love her. I love her! I told her that the first night we went out, and here it is, eight months later, and nothing's changed. So yes, I know this isn't gonna work. But it has to work! You hear me, universe? This is Ted Mosby talking! Give me some rain! Come on! Come on! Come on...!

13. And that's how Robin and I ended up together. Turns out, all I had to do was make it rain. As I rode home the next morning, the city looked the same, the people looked the same. It all looked the same. But it wasn't. In just one night, everything had changed.

Wednesday 14 May 2014

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 21 Favorite Quotes

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 21 Favorite Quotes

1. life is a dark road. You never really know what's up ahead. One night you're cruising along enjoying the ride, and then all of a sudden, you're 28.

2. Ted: I realize why I'm still single. I'm picky. I'm not going to settle. If I'm going to marry someone, she has to be perfect.

Lily: Well, what's perfect?

Ted: It's not like I have a list.

Robin: Oh, yes, you do.

Ted: Attractive, college-educated, she wants two kids-- a boy and a girl...

Lily: That's not hard. I know at least...

Ted: I'm not done. She likes dogs, Otis Redding, does the crossword. She's into sports, but not so much so that her legs are, like, more muscular than mine. That weirds me out. And she plays bass guitar like Kim Deal from the Pixies.

Marshall: Or Kim Gordon from Sonic Youth.

Ted: Any Kim from any cool band, really. Can't be too picky.

Lily: You're never going to find this girl.

Ted: Exactly. So I'm just going to wait for her to come to me. I am done trying to plan the unplannable.

3. So, what, you think fate's just going to take care of it?

4. Lily: Ever. Swear. Swear on the lives of your unborn boy and girl.

Ted: I swear on Luke and Leia.

5. Ted: I know you do. Come here. It's okay. Look... Marriage is big. You're allowed to freak out.

6. Lily: Okay, yes, it's a mistake. I know it's a mistake. But there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake, and look back, and say, "Yep. That was a mistake." So, really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake, because then you go your whole life not really knowing if something is a mistake or not. And, damn it, I've made no mistakes! I've done all of this-- my life, my relationship, my career-- mistake-free. Does any of this make sense to you?

7. Lily: Ted, I'm getting married in two months, and I'm freaking out, and you're my best friend, and you just have to forgive me for this.

8. Ted: I changed my mind. I don't want to meet her.

Marshall: Why? She sounds perfect.

Ted: I don't want perfect. 

9. Marshall: Oh, God, not this again. Ted, it's a mistake.

Ted: Maybe. But it's a mistake I have to make.

10. Here's the thing about mistakes. Sometimes, even when you know something's a mistake, you gotta make it anyway.

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 20 Favorite Quotes

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 20 Favorite Quotes

1. Shh. Sweetie, just focus on one thing at a time, okay? 

2. Scooter: How is it moving too fast? We've been together for two years.

Lily: I just... I just don't want everything in my life to be decided already.

Scooter: What's decided? I go to umpire school, you go to college. We move into my dad's house in Staten Island. We have kids, we grow old together. What's decided? It's wide open!

Lily: Scooter, when I go off to college, that's the end for us.

Scooter: You're, you're breaking up with me?

Lily: There's still so much I want to do. I want to travel, live overseas as an artist, maybe have a lesbian relationship. Plus, I think I was just dating you 'cause you look a little bit like Kurt Cobain.

3. Scooter: I can't believe this. I can change. I can look more like Kurt Cobain. Please, just don't leave me. I'm nothing without you, baby.

Lily: Please don't put that kind of pressure on me! It's too much!

4. Andrew: Well, you know I got it all worked out. Uh, leave this place in my dust, four awesome years at college, and then I'll move to Prague or start my own video game company or something.

Lily: No, you won't.

Andrew: I won't?

Lily: No, you won't accomplish anything you set out to. You'll get a girlfriend the first day of college and you'll give up your independence and you'll never live abroad and you'll wind up old before your time wondering "Whatever happened to my hopes and my dreams?"

5. Andrew: No, not tonight. I've waited too long for this. I finally got a girl and I'm not going to let you take her away from me.

6. Robin: I can't believe a high school senior unloaded like that on me. I'm going to ask you something and, um, maybe it's crazy 'cause you guys are the cutest couple ever. But, um, are you having second thoughts?

Lily: Yeah. But not about Marshall. About me. I just keep thinking about the girl I was ten years ago and wondering what happened to her.

7. Robin: Lily, you're marrying your best friend in the world. I mean, isn't that worth all the other experiences combined?

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 19 Favorite Quotes

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 19 Favorite Quotes

1. Starting a bunch of office rumors?  Looks that way. Looks that way.

2. Marshall: Yeah, I can't believe you let her and Lily go to the ladies' room together, man. Secrets come out in there.

3. Lily: Well, guess what, Barney? I don't base all my life decisions on how much money I'm going to make, 

4. Lily: Yeah, because if I did sacrifice all my values just for an easy buck, what would that make me?

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 18 Favorite Quotes

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 18 Favorite Quotes

1. When it's after 2:00 a.m., just go to sleep because the decisions you make after 2:00 a.m. are the wrong decisions.

2. Victoria: So you're doing this? You're going up there?

Ted: You want to get out of the way?

Victoria: I'm not in the way.

Ted: You know, if you had just called me, I...

3. Robin: Have you ever had one of those days where nothing at all that monumental happens but by the end of it you have no idea who you are anymore or what the hell you're doing with your life? Do you ever have one of those days?

4. Ted: So, um... Hey. I got a new phone. Same as yours. Look.

Robin: Oh, yeah. Do you like it?

Ted: Yeah. Yeah. This is some solid small talk. I had that other phone, and it was good, but I think the whole time a little part of me wanted this phone instead. This phone... um... feels right.

5. Lily: Okay, but, but, as of right now at-at... 2:45 a.m. you still have a girlfriend. Ted, I love you. I love Robin. But if you do this right now, your entire future with her will be built on a crime. Just go home, Ted. Don't do this the wrong way.

6. Ted: What do you want from me? People break up. It happens.

Victoria: Not like this. Not from the bathroom of the girl that you're about to sleep with.

7. Ted: Why should I have to go home? You know, there's every chance Robin's the woman I'm going to marry.

Victoria: Ted.

Ted: It could happen. And so really, what's it gonna matter in 50 years if I jump the gun by one night? Look, I-I know this is a moral gray area, but... It's Robin. And I'm exhausted. I am. I'm exhausted from pretending I'm not in love with her. I think that makes this okay.

8. The stupidest thing I've ever done. In one night, I managed to hurt two people I cared about. And none of it would've happened if I just listened to my mom. So I guess if there's a lesson to be learned here, it's this: when it's 2:00 a.m., just go to sleep.

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 17 Favorite Quotes

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 17 Favorite Quotes

1. Long-distance relationships are a bad idea.
2. Now it's ironic, the girl I used to like is helping me impress the girl I now like.
3. Sweetie... It would be cool to have some extra money, but, but, if you're unhappy, it's not worth it.
4. Marshall: I'm sorry, dude, this corporate thing, it's just... it's not for me.

Barney: Oh, of course it's not for you. It's for Lily.

Marshall: What?

Barney: Marshall. Lily's a catch. But do you really think you're going to hang onto a girl that great without the package?

Marshall: The package?

Barney: The package. The house. The car. Sending your kids to a great school. A vacation once in a while.

Marshall: Lily doesn't care about that stuff.

Barney: Well, no-- now she doesn't, but how's she going to feel in a couple years, when she's supporting you on a kindergarten teacher's salary while you're off in court defending some... endangered... South American... flying beaver.

Marshall: She'll be happy.

Barney: Okay. But will you be happy knowing you could have made her a lot happier.

5. Marshall: "Conformity. It's the one who's different that gets left out in the cold." This is a motivational poster?

Barney: Look at yourself, Marshall. You're not happy. And you know why? Because you're different. Now, I suppose you could learn to love yourself for the unique little snowflake that you are, or... you could change your entire personality

6. Marshall: Nothing has changed, okay? I still want to help the environment. I just thought that maybe I could make some money for a few years. We could buy an apartment, send our kids to good schools. You could quit your job and focus on your painting. I know that you say you don't need it, but... I love you and I want to give it to you anyway. I want to give you the package.

Lily: The package?! You've already given me the package. You've got a great package, Marshall. I love your package.

Marshall: Lily, you're the most incredible woman I know, and you deserve a big package.

Lily: Your package has always been big enough. You may not realize this, Marshall Eriksen, but you've got a huge package.

Saturday 10 May 2014

Timing

Timing

Timing

what a great factor 
isn't it?
when were young
we thought that timing does not really matter
especially in love
as long as you love each other

but that's not it
love is not enough without timing
timing is not enough without love as well

others believe in destiny
but for me
its more on God's will

and God's will?
no one can define it

even how much you love the person that your with
even how much you wished and dreamed of that person to be with you..
if the two of you are not in the timing
it won't work

it will work if your going to do something about it
yes, love itself is not enough
what is love?
if your not going to do something about it
love is dead
if there is no effort
its like saying to the wind i love you 
and do nothing about it

if you really love the person
if you think both of you are not in the timing
your going to do something about it
you will not fight against anyone..

timing?
all of us
anyone of us
even long relationships struggle with it
sometimes both of you are in the right timing 
but there are times that both of you will not

but its up to the both of you
if your going against time
or go with the time
and go with the results of timing

if you really love that person
reasons?
pride?
timing?
will never your reason to stop loving each other

you will endure anything
everything just to be together

right timing?
it happens at the wrong time

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 16 Favorite Quotes

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 16 Favorite Quotes

1. Kids, when it comes to love, the best relationships are the ones that just come naturally

2. You had your chance, and now he's moved on. Can't you just be happy for them?

3. Victoria: I don't know. I just... I don't think that long distance really works for anyone.

Ted: Oh, God, no. Long-distance is a lie teenagers tell each other to get laid the summer before college.

4. Yeah, the point is that even though Lily is my soul mate, long distance still almost killed us. If you think that there's any chance that Victoria is your soul mate, you should ask her to stay.

5. So have I. If I ask this girl to give up her dreams for me, and two weeks later, it's not working out, I'm, like, the biggest jerk of all time. 

6. Victoria: I know it sounds lame, but I actually think that Ted might be The One. That's pretty hard to walk away from.

Robin: Well, I don't know. I'd feel a little Stepford turning down a huge opportunity to chase some guy I'd only known two months.

Victoria: But this isn't just some guy. This is Ted. He's amazing. He's the best guy I know.

7. The only thing that got me through was knowing that my soul mate was back at home waiting for me. If Ted's your soul mate, then it may be worth it to hang onto him.

8. Victoria: Oh, look how happy she is. You know, I've always thought of myself as one of those independent women who would never let any guy mess with my career. And now I'm actually thinking about it. I feel guilty, like it's un-feminist or something.

Robin: I know what you mean.

Victoria: You do?

Lily: Well, I'm always putting my career ahead of my relationships, and... to be honest, there's a lot of lonely nights in that job description.

9. Robin: Choosing Ted over your career doesn't make you un-feminist. Maybe it just means that you guys would be happy together.

10. Lily: Well, it's okay. You know, what makes a bride beautiful is that she's just happy to be getting married.

11. Victoria: Well, no... I mean, I actually came here tonight leaning toward staying, but when you just told me to stay, it made me realize that I have to go.

Ted: What is this, opposite day or something?

Victoria: No.

Ted: So it is?

Victoria: Ted, we've only been dating for two months. I can't let you make this decision for me.

Ted: I was totally going to tell you to go, but then you gave me this cupcake, and it reminded me how great you are.

12. Victoria: Oh, okay. So it's fine for me to make sacrifices for you, but for you it's crazy.

13. Marshall: Well, thank you for acknowledging it. It was weird that you hadn't. Look, I understand that you guys had to break up eventually, but why today?

Ted: She's leaving tomorrow.

Marshall: Yeah, but she's still in town.

Ted: Yeah, she... she's still in town.

Marshall: Yeah, so you spend one more amazing day together. Ted, think about it this way: if you knew that you were going to lose your leg tomorrow, would you sit on the couch and cry about it, or would you run, and jump, and do some awesome air kicks while you still could?

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 15 Favorite Quotes

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 15 Favorite Quotes

1. Listen to you. That? You know, wo<men aren't objects. They're human beings. 

2. We spend so much effort trying to keep parts of our lives hidden even from our closest friends. But those rare times when we do open up, it's amazing how minor those secrets all end up seeming. Of course, not every secret was told that night. But that's getting ahead of the story.

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 14 Favorite Quotes

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 14 Favorite Quotes

1. When you meet someone special, suddenly life is full of firsts. The first kiss. The first night together. The first weekend together. 

2. Ted: Guys, we just met. And we both screwed up relationships in the past by jumping in too quick, so we talked about it, and we decided to take this one slow.

3. 'm really into this girl, and if going slow is what it takes to make this happen, I say bring it on.

4. Victoria: I think this may be a perfect moment. I wish we could hold onto it forever.

Ted: No. Because the beauty of a moment is that it's fleeting. By its very nature, it... slips through our fingers... making it that much more precious.

5. Marshall: He's just staring into her eyes.

Lily: I don't know, we used to be even more nauseatingly into each other than Ted and Victoria. Now look at us.

Marshall: Yeah...  now we just make fun of people like that. It's the circle of life.

6. Lily: No! Maybe we're just out of firsts.

7. Lily: Marshall, what happened to us? We used to just stare into each other's eyes all night long. Have we lost that?

8. Lily: Look at us. We're basically an old married couple, and we're not even married yet. The flame of our romance is flickering, and if I pee all over it, it might go out forever.

9. Lily: Yeah. I guess our relationship had to take a hit so a new one out there could blossom. 

10. We both think the marriage commitment thing's a drag. We both want something casual and fun. And we clearly get along really well.

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 13 Favorite Quotes

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 13 Favorite Quotes

1. Future Ted VO: Kids, in life there are a lot of big romantic moments, and they make life worth living. But here's the problem, moments pass, and lurking just around the corner from those moments is a cruel, unshaven bastard named reality.

2. If we kiss, all of this becomes real. 

3. The best part of any first-kiss is the lead-up to it, the moment right before the lips touch. It's like a big drumroll. 

4. Ted: She was completely amazing. She was amazing and funny and we connected on every level. And, I'm never gonna see her again.

5. Lily: OK, what is wrong with the two of you?! Seriously. He likes you and you like him, just, just, just be together. Geez, Louise, happiness is not that difficult.

6. Robin: Oh, look, OK. Yes, I cried in the bathroom, and that was weird. But that doesn't mean I'm in love with the guy. The fact is I don't know how I feel.
Lily: Yes you do. Seeing him with someone else and crying about it. Guess what? That's how you feel. That is nothing but how you feel.

Robin: OK, fine, I have feelings for him. Happy?

Lily: Kinda, yeah.

Robin: But it doesn't change anything. I still don't wanna get married and he's still ... Ted. What I should do is just tell him who Victoria is so he could be happy.

Lily: Or you could tell him you're into him and then you could both be happy.


7. Ted: You know, there's one little flaw in our plan.

Victoria: What's that?

Ted: I'm gonna go home tonight with a lot of great memories and one really sucky memory: the memory of you walking out that door.

8. Ted: And to our dying day, we will remember everything about that night as perfect. Maybe we both need that. So many things go wrong in life, but this is the one thing that never will. It'll always, always be pure, unadulterated awesome. If I walk in there, I'm robbing both of us of what could be...

9. (Ted stands outside bakery looking in to see Victoria icing a cupcake, Ted enters bakery, bell on door tinkles, Victoria turns her head to see Ted standing there)

Victoria: Oh thank God.

(Victoria rushes towards Ted and they kiss)

Thursday 8 May 2014

Let me call you

Let me call you

let me call you love
let me call you hope
let me call you savior
let me call you hero
let me call you care
let me call you life
let me call you dear

in time
let me call you the one
let me call you my heart
let me call you my love
let me call you my beloved

because I need you
because I want too
because your my hope
because I want to love you

in time
without doubts
I'll you call you mine

Wednesday 7 May 2014

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 12 Favorite Quotes

How I Met Your Mother Season 1 - Episode 12 Favorite Quotes


1. Future Ted VO: When you're single and your friends start to get married, every wedding invitation presents a strange moment of self-evaluation. Will you be bringing a guest or will you be attending alone? What it's really asking is where do you see yourself in three months? Sitting next to your girlfriend or hitting on a bridesmaid? I always checked that I was bringing a guest. I was an optimist.
2. Not again. Come on, dude, we all know how this movie ends. Ted falls in love. Love kicks Ted in the sprouts. Roll credits.
3. marriage was about two equal partners sharing a life together
4. Ted: You know, I've always found that the best way to get over a failed relationship is to celebrate someone else's successful one.
5. Ted: So, with that mind, our friends Claudia and Stuart are having this crazy, black-tie wedding on Saturday. You wanna be my 'plus one'?

Robin: Ooh, 'plus one', you make it sound so romantic. Ted: Fine. You wanna be my date?

Robin: Your date? I'd love to. Um, how fancy are we talking about here?
6. You put yourself and a girl you like in some romantic setting. The stars line up and shazam.
7. Barney: Yeah, I don't think you did. You know why? Because deep down, you didn't want to show up at this thing with a date. See, for all your big talk about being ready for a relationship, deep down you're single. It's your default setting.
8. Stuart: Yeah, I do. This whole thing's made me realize, I miss being single. I miss staying out late and making messes and not cleaning them up. I miss owning porn.
9.The point is, I wanna get married, I wanna settle down. But right now, that's just not who I am. I'm not a commitment guy, I'm a single guy. Ted: Stuart, you don't have to be one or the other. Everybody feels this way sometimes.
Relationships aren't easy, they're hard work. It's about compromise, growing together, all that Dr. Phil crap.
10. Marshall: I'm sorry. Being in a couple is hard and committing, making sacrifices, it's hard. But if it's the right person, then it's easy. Looking at that girl and knowing she's all you really want out of life, that should be the easiest thing in the world. And if it's not like that, then she's not the one. I'm sorry.
11. Claudia: Maybe we got together too young. Maybe that's what the problem was. I mean, I'm 28 years old. I've really only been with one man.
12. Barney: Isn't it weird that we should run into each other like this? Two souls of equal levels of attractiveness, both fitting together like two pieces of a very attractive puzzle.
13.Stuart: I love you too, babe. Marshall and Ted set me straight, and when Marshall told me not to marry you, it made me realize...
Stuart: He made me realize how much I love you. These guys got us back together.
14. Ted: Look at that. That's how it's supposed to be, that, right there. Easy. Simple. It's just not like that with Robin. It's not easy, and on some level, it has to just be easy.