This Wall

One day I just woke up

Staring blankly on this wall

No feelings

No future

It was then I realized

You took it all for granted

my dreams

my efforts

my love

you took everything from me

Now I'm dead

Staring blankly on this wall

trying to get up

thinking of the years how deeply it was..

how deeply my love was

I had given everything but you had given me nothing

nothing in return

but words

just words

Now I'm staring at this wall

Thinking how could I stand tall

No more water for me to drink

I don't have anything anymore

No dreams

No efforts

No Love

Oh Lord hear me!

I don't have anything anymore

Will You hear my prayers?

Please take away this fears oh Lord

Again Lord 

again, love is being offered

But I fear

I fear I will fail again Oh Lord

No dreams

No efforts

No love

How could I live another day Lord?

My Past keeps on chasing me

My Future scares me

I want to live

Take away this wall Lord

take away this wall

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