On that cemented chair

we sit as if it's our first time

my head as it rest on your shoulders

as if it first rested on it

your arms around me

your head close to mine

as your fingers plays mine

I don't know

Is this what I really wanted to be

It has been months

everything have changed

our hearts ones inlove

now are broken

Five years,

what a memory it was back then

a radiant girl am I in your eyes

and a strong man you are in my eyes

4th Year High School was our best

your height makes you different among the rest

Math is your favorite subject

you picture and plans things almost perfect

I was different back then

never intend to boast

men courts me the most

to be inlove was not my idea

men who is willing to wait is my criteria

Christ's words was your light

knowledge about Him is your expertise

His your way earth inspires you to fight

Your uniqueness

keeps me interested

your stories about God is restless

as you keep your mission to me as a servant

without knocking,

my heart was opened as you entered

I never thought I surrendered

I prayed to God above

as my knees and head keep on bowing

May this guy be the one

who'll touch my soul and

tell me I'm his number one

On the church where I asked to meet

you brought flowers and looked neat

you confessed that you love me

but I was eager 

to follow my parents order

go to college and finish psychology

It was two years when I realized

your losing grip as you fantasized

you saw someone as I keep on trusting

I knew back then you are my everything

On my favorite clothes

we go to the mall that we chose

as we talk to each other so close

I tell you these words:

"Now I know that I love you

I want to be the girl for you"

Everything went silent

your hands closed 

and your mouth started to open

memories were stolen

then you told me this words:

"I love you 

and in this very second life is spent

I wanted to spend it with you"

I loved you wholeheartedly

I give everything effortly

I'm willing to lose everything

just to be with you for eternity

You as well loved me

people are happy for us evidently

you show the world how am I pretty

you tell everyone how your proud of me

But seems time is really mysterious

I feel I'm not your priority

everyday spent seems a mysery

three years relationship is like your history

my gifts my love was given to you endlessly

your love, attention and effort was given to me partly

I asked a bit more

you said it was ok

as long as you love me

everything will be ok than before

One day I realized

we loved differently

so I asked for independence

you cried and asked for forgiveness

and hold me more tightly

Were both victims of time and love

only God who is above

is now our only hope

we had our chance

and now we have to hold on to God's plans

I love you and I always do

protect my heart away from you

is now what I have in mind

now our hearts are broken

our love is our hearts to find

pain things are already spoken

time and space are the things that now we needed

Now were sitting on this same chair

as if were still together

hearts are broken

memories are hurting

life spent that we think are forever

Will this be our last?

Will there be a second chance?

If our love was true

God will give us another chance

But for now,

what we need is space to heal

If we're meant to be things will happen

in God's time